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| Ha, Wow. Ages, simply ages since I updated this thing. but its 5:22 in the morning and I can't sleep a wink. I guess I'll run through an update, some parts simplified, others not so simplified. Lets see, Graduated. hooray? ha. Went to college the whole first semester so once I tasted that freedom going back to highschool was like plain? ha but Don't get me wrong had a great second semester haha loved it. Samillious humpafishish made it great and all my good friends.  Lets see, went to beach week. Had a blast. Chris and I had a penthouse, was super. Biggest bathtub I've ever seen dude, like a 6 person bath tub. Weather held out for the most part. Learned our lesson with Tacos and Rum I must say, ha but we had good fun with Jimmy and everyone. I left Walgreens? Ha, I did all this training to get my PTCB Certification License and the state of MD takes it away from me because I am not 18 and they passed a law now you must be 18 and certified to work in any pharmacy. Oh well, here I come when I turn 18 back into the Pharmacy. In the meantime though I am working at the Stevensville Crab Shack. I make realllllllllllly realllllllllllllly reallllllllllllllly great money which is great because that is what I need because school costs a lot. License back? Awesome. Bought a Jeep now,  though im regreting it with the way gas likes to gussle in the bad boy but I enjoy a good morning drive with my puppppppppy in the back and a MOCHA JOE from Water Man Joes or an ICE Frapp from Just Plain Joe. Ha plus CJ at 6 am haha is just a funny site because the kid is barely coherent sometimes ha even in the afternoon as well. Plus his Mom is just a cherry little chipper, i love her =]. COLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLEGE? ha We'll touch base. Won a scholarship. Going to AiCharlotte. Going for my BA in Culinary. Lonnnnnnnnnng lonnnnnng ways away but it is nice I have 3 week breaks inbetween each trimester or however they do it. So it'll be nice to come home every now and then. I plan to take a train home every few weekends so look for me, ill be around. It's crazy how much I've grown, ha. I am done with bullshitting around, I am so ready to jump into life. Don't get me wrong im not some stuck up omg omg omgo mg everythings got to be perfect snob ha but I do like a little bit of order in my life, though I enjoy my just do it days. I love just jumping in the jeep and driving down to the beach for the day, and I love my put my serious clothes on and go out for a nice dinner with my family. I can't say that I've ever been a super serious person but when it comes to my future im full charge, ha. I suppose that is good. I am going to Italy next summer for two weeks with my Dad. It should be neat, ha we are going on a CULINARY TASTING EXPIERENCE. haha I am just excited for the scenery and all the gelato in the world!! Watch out fatty haha. Oh man the sun is peaking through my window and I must say it is beautiful coming up this morning. The sun is streaking hot pink and reds. So thats it about school, any more questions, im me or ha leave a comment. I will miss my family and Chris like ridicliously. Speaking of Sir Chris , 2 years. It blows my mind what all we've been through from crazy psycho best friends to super weird people popping into our lifes. I love where we are right now, I love how we are. Its smooth rolling for the most part. Dont get me wrong, ha we do argue but its over stupid things and we for the most part resolve it in two minutes cause we are very open minded and free spirited towards each other. I love the simplicity we bring out in each other, ha. We could spend a whole day running around doing all these neat things, A simple picnic in the park or simply be lazy bums and watch Saturday morning cartoons in bed til finally one of us has to leave. I dont know, we dont care what we do as long as were together and thats a lot to me. I never could stand high maintence men haha they're just horrible ha. Gel this, gel that. Bling this, bling that. Psh who are you kidding kids. ha, we just simply jam out to the Coldplay live CD in the jeep and drive, its nice. Now dont get me wrong we aren't ew boring ha, we are quite great. We have our mini escapades ha which are awesome hahah, and we love to hang. In the past we were claimed as being the "ew" couple, but they were just simply unexcepting of what we were growing into. We've gone out with many people and we don't make it akward at all, and trust me they are very honest people "are you really gunna wear those shoes mandie? they are like snow man slippers" hah thanx Meghan =]. I just, I dont really know what to say to these people because I personally don't feel as if I did anything wrong. I will admit I may have said some inappropraite things in the heated moments but to throw something in my face as large as you did and to say things to my other friends as heavily and full hearted as you did, it hurt. There ya go, ill say it. There's no need to through hate around in a world so full. It floats of peoples lips like poison dripping from a snakes fang. The slightest bite and it poisons the whole group. I think I was falsly accused and it hurt badily. I always enjoyed hanging and I think we had some really good times. Nothing like drowning your waffles at Lauras house to have a maple leaf pop out of the jar onto your plate. Thats Organic for you. Ha simple Christmas parties out at the Japanese Steak house, hah people thought we were nuts. And Fighting with the school for your homecoming ticket cause dumb dumb washed it or something ha. Memories will last forever, and maybe one day again our friendship.(IM me if you care to comment). Moving on...lets see, its almost 6 am now and the sun is peaking its rise and almost fully up. May I say, the Coldplay cd is just BANGING! Its awesome. The new one puts my totally at ease ha. Im just staring at my walls now, looking at all the crap I have to take down and pack up. I am not looking forward to this, ha totally not looking forward to this. Packing is the worst part of it all. Where to go from here, hmm. Well still into photography. Still a high passion just not as much time. I wish though, ha. Eghh breakfast is calling my name. Than a good jog so I think Ill wrap it up here since my turkey bacon is well almost burnt now. If I had one word of phrase to leave you with today it would be, "Forgive only if your heart desires, and Live only as if your soul is free." Mama Dukes, Graduation Day. | | |
| Im sorry, did you find me a bit harsh last time ? Care to call me anymre names? cause im sure your shooting off a million, and let me tell you, I dont care. cause let me tell you I did the same thing when you went running your mouth off and bad mouthing me up to my friends and telling complete bullshit to them so they'd hate me I think your pathetic and you couldn't come up with one reason to persuade me not at this point. you blamed me for everything that happened?
Well take a look honey, cause it defiantly was not all me. I tried to apologize, and i said im sorry, i explained to you in the beginning that i am not one to forgive so you should have saw it as a blessing cause maybe you would have gained two friends back? maybe 1? but it obviously wasnt enough cuase you went and ran your mouth off to my friends and crossed my path I dont know what you want me to say, cuase if your loooking for me to go Oh hey let me take back everything i said its not gunna happen because well let me tell you something i meant every single word of it. As for calling me...The slut of a jealous demon girlfriend, i think your just acting pathetic at this point, by causing more drama your not winning anymore only causing more pain to yourself....and for someone who preaches up on there high horse just ike someone else who i will not mention its pretty funny how you all banned together like a wild band of horses and came down on two people for loving each other, when simply and purely because you dont have it. Jealousy is a bitch in life i will admit but there are times when to bring it out and times when to leave it alone and love is one of those because you will never win with it, I thought with being as "adult" as you are you would know this but i guess we all still have some 4th grade opinions left in us, whether it being calling me a bitch behind my back to all my friends and making me out to be the bad guy to telling me to go to hell because i love someone, i purely think thats ridiclious, un-adult like, and probabily for your belief the most pathetic excuse to give someone when you dont have the words to say cause you know its you who ruined it for yourself. All & All I think its time for you to grow up, and once you do that than please do talk to me, cause I wont lie, I did have some good times with you, some great ones actually, and I always enjoyed your house with your family and you, but I honestly feel like you flipped a switch on me when you realized i was taking something from you, ( cause that is how you put it not me)......but until you come to the realization of your error and you talk to me, not scream at me and call me crazy names and run to everyone saying a bunch of bullshit that is not true so theyll hate me, and actually fucking talk to me, I have no peace with you and I will not. Im giving you a second chance, and if you dont act upon it I will not give a third, Im a women of peace, and I enjoy my life drama free, but if someone is going to rain in on it everyday because of simple love I think you have not justice in being in my life. I am sorry, I told you I was sorry but I will not say it again...I said I needed time and you persisted on with trying to push the issue when you should have just let it go but instead you pushed it to the max. As for the rest of you, I had such high faith in you, walking around with good heads on your shoulders but you suprised me on how quick you jumped to conclusions simply by word of a good friend. I was never super close to you except 1 and even that one didn't give me any respect in that aspect, I figured I would have atleast gotten to bargian with my side of the story because I do know when someone tells a story it is always twisted, always. No matter the person. But I assume if the game is when one attacks, they all attack, then so be but do realize, you are not 100% truthful to your word once spoke or the words you preached to me.....So do not expect me to come to you saying sorry because it will not happen. I dont think you say everything you mean and i realize you think I hurt a good friend, but hurt and loose is a part of growing up and I think it was time for someone to stop lying to that person. You all said things behind her back and do not act like you did not, you all talked of faulty and error of each other, and you all act as if you've never done anything wrong when you know you have. Calling me a bitch behind my back does hurt a little when you dont have any reasoning behind it, Elise pretty much shocked me, and well a few others I will admit but the knocker on the door and hit it hard with there opinions (laura)....but if your honestly going to jump straight into conclusions without further asking than so be that, and may you cary on through life with a gut full of regret because I did love hanging with you all and enjoyed downtown a lot that day, but to be judged simply on words, I think you are wrong because never once did I judge you on things that you said or preached to my face or passaged to me, not once. I respected you for you, and if you hurt someone close to me, i would not frown upon you or dismay you in such a manor that you have to me, I have always had respect and remain to have respect for all of you but I think that is just outragiously disrespectful to me as a whole to dismay me as you did, and I will admit, hurt a bit, but if someone has that much of an impression on you and truely wants to feed you as much bullshit as she did for you to believe that than I am sorry that you were mislead but do give me a chance to explain myself before you jump to conclusions cause it was you who said...that you do not judge that way, purely and simply, you went against your own word. Spoke my way, any regards to it, im me tonight, or leave your comment. | | |
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Its the life! Hes my life. Hes my heart. Hes my everything. Nanny Nanny Boo boo! Nick & Meg are now dating, hooray! These past couple of weeks have been SUPER!
 Ive dealt without a few childish and ridiclious acting people this week HA but hopefully they'll realize that by acting the way they did isnt going to get them any where, not a single step at all cause no one wants you, no one wants that kind of attitude around, no one wants a gaint baby crying about pointless stupid shit.
I went out all weekend with Chris & friends
I really hope he enjoys his digital camera for his birthhhhhhhhday.
Downtown was nice the first nite, love getting caught in the rain.
Anywho all and all life is great great job-most of the time ha.
great boyfriend- all of the time
great college- A majority of the time
Great family- about 98.8% of the time
oh how i love the ring of life. OH & a few great friends all of the time! A note to you-You want to be noticed, you want to be back again than take that pathetic joint of an atittude and move on, dont act like your 5, dont act like your the shit in his life cause your not, realize your mistake, realize there never was an "us" there never will be an "us", you never dated, you dont control him, YOU ARE NOTHING right now, and by messing with me, calling me names...you are potentionally ruining any chance that you have of being friends again, and if you care as much as you say? than just STOP. =DGood day Working tonight! | | |
| So...AACC is very chill for the most part. Lots of different kind of people which I like, I don't mind it at all. Anywho, went out to dinner last nite with Chris, it was good. Than we came back here and watched comedy. ha some funny stuff on that dvd, just couldn't help but want to pee your pants. Lost a friend this past week. she passed. Its been kind of rough, I think its hitting my sister pretty hard but she's been surroundin herself with some great people. So thats good. Funeral is soon. Anywho, On tooo not so sad topics, I ordered a new bag from Dickblick.com and like ha they sent me two for the price of one, someone slipped two together, he he i guess the made a mistake but shh im not saying nothing Anywho, I hope everyone is doing just grand. Let me know. | | |
| Oh it starts today Hooray =] so excited. Have a good day kids. <3333333333 | | |
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